Tuesday, November 30, 2004

long time no journal

OK, it has only been 5 months since my last journal....no big deal. A lot has happened since then. My precious baby boy was born. Harrison Michael is the new love in my life. He is 3 months old this week. I can't believe how fast time flies. It has been so great since he was born. It has been nice to be home with the kids and enjoy doing nothing. (nothing except: take care of kids: feed,diaper,wipe bottoms,play parade,feed,diaper,watch bob and larry,rock in chair,tea parties,feed again, cook, clean, laundry etc.etc...) My time is starting to get closer to when I have to go back to work. I have mixed feelings about it. I know it will be ok, but I am dreading leaving Harrison. I felt the same way before I left Julia. I think it is because I am used to being with him 24 hours a day attached to me at least every three hours, it will be hard to imagine him not being with me. I love that little guy so much. I never imagined loving another baby. But boy has he wrapped himself around my heart. Julia loves him to. She is such a good big sister. She has done so much better than I imagined. I can't wait to see them be able to play together. I guess that won't be for awhile. Julia and I tried to make angel ornaments today I don't know how well they will turn out. She enjoyed the glue and glitter anyway. We will probably find glitter for a long time. My life doesn't sound very interesting right now. I just thought I better journal something since it had been so long. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the the day to sit down and think...especially not to sit and write about what I think! I have a few minutes before Julia gets up from her nap. Well, hopefully it won't be another 5 months before I sit down again! HA... I will probably have time again once I go back to work. I am looking forward to having brain stimulation again. I feel like my brain has been on vacation. I actually had an hour conversation today about "important" adult things. I was talking to a friend about her church and their leadership team. It made me stir again about leadership. I wish there was the perfect church out there. If everyone would just think like me...it would be!!! JUST KIDDING. Well, me time is about over. I need to go wake Julia up so she can go to bed tonight and figure out what's for dinner...the never ending question.

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