Wednesday, March 09, 2005
We are finally over illnesses at our house - I hope! I am feeling 110% better than I was. Paul and I have begun drinking Xango Juice. I can tell a huge difference in my life. I have energy, I am happier than I have been in a long time and a just overall feel great. I have never experienced such results from a vitamin or other things. I just can't even explain how great I feel. I will also give some credit to God (ok all of it). I think since I physically feel better, I spiritually and emotionally feel better. God has done some amazing things for us recently. He has given us confirmation of decisions that we have made. Paul is trying to work on his own....thank Jesus he is out of TCC where he has been working for the past 6 years. I am trying to let go of bitter feelings I have toward his employer. I just don't understand how people who call themselves and their company "christian" can blatantly be cruel and do things that I don't feel line up with scripture and are just plain mean and stupid. Ok, do you get the point how I feel. Anyway I am so happy for Paul that he is free from that bondage. I still can't believe it. I am enjoying work for the first time. I feel good about me so I feel more confident in what I am doing. I gave a presentation today and felt like I did a good job and feel that people actually look at me like I know what I am doing. A lot of times I have no idea what other people are talking about, but I guess I fake it well and look cute so they think I am good at my job! Well, I just wanted to share a little of my life right now. Paul is probably the only one to read this...but oh well. It is sorta fun to put things into words.