Friday, May 28, 2004
I am just sitting here at work. Not much going on today. It is days like these that I feel like I am wasting time. I can think of a million other things I could be doing. I would really like to be home with Paul and Julia. In the mean time I sit and stare at their pictures. Mr. Tyler is very active today. He is bouncing all around in my belly. It is so funny. I wonder what he is thinking and feeling. It is so hard to imagine him being in this world. I am nervous about having another baby. I know it will be good, but I am scared that I won't be able to handle it. I try to be a good mom, and I know I am too hard on myself. I know I cannot be perfect....but I would sure like to be!